man, this has been one bizarre week. i really don’t know how to make heads or tails of it. i feel like once i get a clear understanding of something, it just flip-flops back into the realm of uncertainty. i personally believe that it’s the cosmos laughing at my expense.
i picture a giant being (preferably wearing a seafoam green silk turban. don’t know why, but that’d be cool), holding a crystal ball that contains a smokey vision of me & my life saying:
“silly meredith, you think that you can get everything all fixed up the way you want it to be? well, just try to make something happen when i do thiiiissssss…..”
and then whips the crystal ball into a crazy spin.
yep. that’s exactly how i feel.
good thing i have my camera, KK’s fish eye lens, and a very patient mr bix to take pics of.
otherwise, i plan on running away to join the circus. can you still do that? maybe i could be a lion tamer. or a high flyin trapeze artist. oh! i know! i’d be a tightrope walker! heck, the cosmos and their sense of humor have already given me plenty of practice there!!